work can be a bitch sometimes

The thing about taking a nap at 10pm is that I stay awake throughout the night which leads to having really deeeeeep thoughts and yes, thinking a lot.

And then sometimes one thought leads to another and eventually there could be some selfish desires which might not be something all that bad.

There's so much I can wish and ask for, there's so much I can understand to an extent of, but really. Doesn't everyone wants a bit of sacrificial attention from somebody else once in a while?
Like being accompanied, time spent just to have a meal, heart to heart talks, fooling around without a care in the world, spending time to do things together, or even just a phone call to catch up with each other's lives.

Can I be selfish for a little bit?