Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Weak-hearted but I'm still trying

I guess there's more to life than what it seems on the surface of what we actually see and feel at that point in time. I've been feeling wayyyy under the past week and it doesn't seem like it will get better anytime soon. What's more, exam is coming and life goes on—activities that never seemed to end (which is a blessing I'd say), the days go by with every completion of a certain responsibility—even though a huge portion of my days pass by with depressing emotions, it came as a revelation to me that perhaps there are some things that I just have to let go, no matter how much significance it has to me.
People come and go, and it doesn't really matter if some were meant to stay or disappear in our lives. What's important is that whoever these people may be, they are/were people we've made memories with and that is what I will treasure for the rest of my life.

I am still in the same state as I was since that day, but today, I will start learning to accept the circumstances as it already is and treasure what I have in my hands now, because we never know if things are going to stay the same tomorrow.

People enter into our lives for a reason greater than what we may actually think, so that's why no matter how much frustration or heartaches faced, I have to eventually move on. Perhaps things might never go back to the way it was, but I'm glad I get to experience more in life—events that helped me grow.

I am sad, and yes I am still broken.
But count your blessings Dee, count your blessings.

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